If you follow along on Instagram you know that a month ago I was in a car accident. I had just dropped my daughter off at school and 4 minutes later I was hit at an intersection by a gentleman who ran the stop sign. He was looking down the entire time and made no attempt or effort to stop. If my child had been in the car things would be very different. He hit directly where her car seat was and spun me around 180 degrees into on coming traffic. Thankfully the other vehicles were paying attention and no further damage occured.
My car was totaled, and you know that it took me years to give in and buy a new car! I left in the ambulance, but I will discuss that in a later post. I know that things can be replaced and people cannot. I am truly thankful that I am here and not further hurt. I am thankful my daughter was not in the car and that I was alone. I am thankful no other people were involved in the accident and that my vehicle was truly as safe as all the rating say.
I do however still have a lot of emotions caught up in the car itself. I worked so hard to finally say ok I will buy a new car, not just any care a brand new one the one I actually wanted! This took about 4 years of convincing. I was proud and elated to have done something for myself. It was fun to get in and drive. It was all taken away in a second because someone decided to not drive safely and be selfish. Yes you not paying full attention to driving is selfish! You take away the safety of every single person around you!
I also just kept saying “what if she was in the car” “what if I died she wouldn’t remember me” These are thoughts I now have daily and really effect some of the things I do. I am very scared in the car at all times now when I ride with someone else I flinch at everything and seriously freak out. I know in time it will get better but I just want people to be aware and safe.
I know many tragedies happen behind the wheel everyday. It’s not just our own life in our hands when we get behind the wheel!